The balancing act

It just doesn't work. You know, the ideal stance that lets you get the best out of both worlds(or more) doesn't exist. And the person bearing the most damage is your own self. Sad aye. Even sadder when people start judging you when they realised you couldn't really match up to the expectations they have of you in that 'world'. But wait, I was assured differently when I 'entered into that world'. I didn't know I was subject to those 'extra' expectations...aihh,now say so much also no use ...tired la... Can I just slowly and discreetly and peacefully disappear from the act of juggling?