Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Wow, awesomeness

A wee bit delayed acclamation..But yayy!! I passed that most dreaded paper I ever sat for, by God's grace. Seriously, it surely can't be my effort alone.. God is faithful indeed (altho not just academically definitely), lost count of just how many times He has 'resurrected' my papers which i thought sure-die-type. My luggage i brought back to msia also was a receipt of His faithfulness.. 20.0kg! Can you believe it, i didnt even weigh beforehand, wow! And for a full flight with min and i checking in rather late, we still managed to get two seats together. Brilliant ey!

"Dear Lord God, what could i have done or can ever
do to deserve Your favour and grace. And i can't imagine
how Your heart breaks everytime i choose to let You down."

My God is an awesome God!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Sigh- Take 2

I am still spooked by eerie thoughts of how stuffed up my wireless comm paper was. Even after a few days.. still cant get out of the vicious hold that paper has on me?!

Anyways, on another note, my flight ticket back has been confirmed! 2nd Dec! Hopefully, its gonna be an accomplished homecoming after 4 years of uni life? I'll hate myself utterly if anything goes wrong with my finals this time around...like totally!

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Sigh

Hopefully not too screwed up...aiyaya, not from my last final exams ah. Noooooooooo!!

Friday, November 7, 2008

Where is my ticket home?

That is not a catchy phrase.. I'm serious, where is my flight ticket home? So long dy, jpa officers takde buat kerja kah Dato Datuk nenek moyang sekalian!?!?! That was exactly what i said(aloud) in the jpa meeting when they were talking about faedah bekerja di perkhidmatan awam - benefits of working in the government service... tak payah kerja, goyang kaki je kerja diorang! LOL!

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Two more

That says it all, doesnt it?

Monday, October 13, 2008

Breathe manusia breathe..

Manusia manusia~~ Fond memories, my F5 BM teacher cum class teacher used to call us that.. i miss schooling days.
Will i miss my uni days next time? Haha! One more test to go, and 3 more papers for finals. Finally, the final finals.. wow!! Been saying to almost everyone how i can't wait to get out of uni, but could there be tiny weeny bit of untruth? Perhaps..at least not now...

Monday, September 15, 2008

In rubbles n shackles..

Quite forsaken this blog, miserable and unloved. Haha... couldn't help it, got caught up with heaps of stuff, especially final yr proj!!!! BUT, it's gonna be over soon.. soon. Submitting final report later, then exhibition on fri. Come people, see what took up so much of my time that it was like i vanished totally from this earth itself. Hee... Such packed days, with long hours spent in the lab, not fun ok...Missed lg once, missed few outings, missed sports, missed sista's conf, missed hosea musical, missed quiet times... luckily francis chan kept me 'alive'. He is such a cool Ps.! Joker betul, seriously, check him out with his online messages.

One message worth highlighting is titled 'grace,grace,grace'. His zipper was down, and somebody in front pointed out to him. *gasp* He laughed and joked about it, sending off the entire congregation LOLed! And then, in the same message, he set off the church's fire alarm, while using a smoke machine to get one of his point across! Totally hilarious! But such an annointed man he is... I'm blown off. I so wanna go visit that church one day!

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Very blessed indeed...

Relaxing and enjoyable days are always much appreciated given any time, even more so, those spent in the company of friends. Nothing more I could ever ask for, coz nothing else beats the soothing feeling of soaking in the many conversations going on without any hint of unbelonging. Tough, distant and cold I may seem to be, the many little gestures and unspoken things are greatly valued in my heart. Non-physical things are of eternal lifetimes, incomparable and immeasurable, etched somewhere between the soul and the spirit... Blessed oh so blessed I am!

Monday, June 30, 2008

Gratitude - Nichole Nordeman



Send some rain, would You send some rain?
'Cause the earth is dry and needs to drink again
And the sun is high and we are sinking in the shade
Would You send a cloud, thunder long and loud?
Let the sky grow black and send some mercy down
Surely You can see that we are thirsty and afraid
But maybe not, not today
Maybe You'll provide in other ways
And if that's the case ...

We'll give thanks to You with gratitude
For lessons learned in how to thirst for You
How to bless the very sun that warms our face
If You never send us rain

Daily bread, give us daily bread
Bless our bodies, keep our children fed
Fill our cups, then fill them up again tonight
Wrap us up and warm us through
Tucked away beneath our sturdy roofs
Let us slumber safe from danger's view this time
Or maybe not, not today
Maybe You'll provide in other ways
And if that's the case ...

We'll give thanks to You with gratitude
A lesson learned to hunger after You
That a starry sky offers a better view
If no roof is overhead
And if we never taste that bread

Oh, the differences that often are between
Everything we want and what we really need

So grant us peace, Jesus, grant us peace
Move our hearts to hear a single beat
Between alibis and enemies tonight
Or maybe not, not today
Peace might be another world away
And if that's the case ...

We'll give thanks to You with gratitude
For lessons learned in how to trust in You
That we are blessd beyond what we could ever dream
In abundance or in need
And if You never grant us peace ...

But, Jesus, would You please ...

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Tackling the monster of 28 June !!

ELECTENG411: Haik, take this! *bishh*
Me: I block!
ELECTENG411:再来!
Me: 我再顶...
ELECTENG411: You so stubborn..
Me: Celaka you, enough dy hor..
ELECTENG411: 我就只站着,看你奈我何...

After 1 hour...
Me: -__-'''' (literally 飙汗)
Me: wakao.. smore they go off the air con
Me: shit *looks at time* *looks at question*, the head also not chopped off yet?!
ELECTENG411: ehem..zi kieng leh..

After 2 hours and 55 minutes...
Me: Hah..受死吧!弄得我偏体鳞伤..鸡蛋糕
ELECTENG411: -__-

At the full 3 hours..
Me: Go meet your maker!! Wootwoot!!

LOL!!!

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Simple but enormously appreciated

This was how i spent my day..

Most of it goes to...

Fig 1: Power systems notes

Then the lunch i cook for myself..

Fig 2: 长寿面 -so lovely right-

Then my flatmate got back from work and got me this..

Fig 3: Choc mousse cake

After that, went out abit with friends for drinks..

Fig 4 & 5: Black forest choc drink & maple cream tart

And eileen got me this... so sweet of her..heehe

Fig 6: Little lamb & a mudball?


Oh, and a card from church a few days ago..

Fig 7: Birthday card from LIFE

Oh, got card from home too, but dun wanna show, haha, coz i know more ppl are reading liao..lol!
And all the many txts...

Doh jeh kam toh wai!
Ribuan penghargaan!
Thank u thank u!

Saturday, June 21, 2008

The by-products of exams...

Exams induces lotsa crap out of yours-faithfully..haha! Don't believe ah... check for yourself:

Friend A: What you had for lunch?
Me: Garlic bread n leftover chic nibbles, cherry tomatoes n grapes
Friend A: Wah, budak...Dunno what to make out of your meal...Healthy, you think you think? Or not? =P
Me: Healthy la...carbs,protein,vitamin,fat...semua ada, happy family united in my tummy..oo, it rhymes


Me: Wa, the other cookie you got me oso equally as nice. So pandai of u to choose..tq tq
Friend B: Glad you like like. He he he
Me: Nyahaha.. i'll ask u to sunsao buy more nxt week =P
Friend B: Can can. Anything that can bless you. Ha ha ha!
Me: Really ah...wash my underwear?
Friend B: Err..Mmm.. If need be.. Yes?
Me: Aiyo, friend, u havent grasped da power of sayin no... u hav much to learn...but fear not for da light is wif u! U shall see and not increase in short-sightedness...

Monday, June 16, 2008

Yet another part of life

What else.. exams! Sigh... Wasted 1 week dunno to what... Such a procrastinator i am. So many birthdays this month of June, some my close BP friends, some LG friends, OCF friends... Happy birthday all! And myself too in advance! Haha!!

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

中国普通话VS马来西亚华语

Some excerpts I got from a forwarded email..

中国人:饼干受潮了…。
马来西亚华人:饼干'漏风'了…。

中国人:这样你不是很不值得吗?
马来西亚华人:这样你'马'很不 '歹'?

中国人:我要去银行取款
马来西亚华人:我要去bank'按钱'

中国人:我很郁闷~~~
马来西亚华人:我很'显'(sien)啊~~~~('显'比郁闷的境界更高)

中国人:你在说什么?
马来西亚华人:你在说sommok?

中国人:真被你气到…。
马来西亚华人:炸到…。

中国人:你很无聊
马来西亚华人:你很废

And my fav...
中国人:今天的天气很热~
马来西亚华人:今天的天气热到。。。。。。。。。。。。。。~~~~~~~('到'字要拉长,然后没有下文了)

Laugh until can die..

Saturday, May 24, 2008

I also dunno what to say...you judge

Me walking back from ocf dinner...
The following were all on texts:

Me: The moon abit distorted dy today...
Friend: Distorted ar? Meaning what? Wah, you out ar? At this time?
Me: Ya, pattohing wif my shadow...after ocf. Low batt,laters!
Friend: Oh my gosh! I wana die laughing dee! You want to kill me ar?! Hahaha! :P

She's funnier than my apparently 'funny' joke which wasn't even an attempt to be a joke. Me thinks she's the one who's trying to kill me more..

Sunday, May 11, 2008

BP making name for its chic wing?

Today's (dated Sunday May 11, 2008) thestar online has an article "Succulent chicken wings", talking about a few places famous for finger-lickin-good chicken wings. And somewhere in the middle...

Down South at the Riverside Glutton Square in Batu Pahat, the barbecued chicken wings is much talked about and said to be very popular for its intense flavour. (Begum, 2008)
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Wow... I didn't quite realise that glorious fact...lol~

Saturday, May 10, 2008

What blatancy!

I just realised, I would have become a multi-millionaire if all the below are true...lol

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Biggest bullshit!! *geleng kepala*

Friday, May 9, 2008

春夏秋冬冬冬冬

Cracking lips... numbness of the feet towards the running hot water from the showerhead..overwhelming contend from being able to snuggle in bed under the duvet...oh oh, and not forgetting the appearance of persimmons (柿子) on the selling shelves... these are signs of the approaching winter...brrrrrr

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

愚死了

Two embarassments in a day! As they say, 'good' things come in pairs...lol

Take 1:
Rushing to get my interim report printing & submission over and done with, i very stupidly pressed the start/shutdown button of the computer of the next person's. Waaaaa!! Can you imagine, the screen on the computer he was using went 'shutting down now'... Aaaa, what have i done?! Very ashamely, I apologised profusely. To my relief, he wasn't doing any proper work, just checking the internet. And he said it was ok...lol..Luckily!!

Take 2:
A friend asked to meet up for lunch, quite randomly and spontaneously. We went to this korean cafe, and i told him i'll pay for his meal. Just wanted to bless him coz he's been helping me alot with evangelism stuff. The horrifying moment came at payment time when i realised i didn't have enough in my spending account. I had previously used up quite abit, buying some stuff for graduating friends. Plus the lunch was unplanned, i didn't expect i would need more than my regular amount i put on my spending account. And the shop doesn't take credit card! Oh GG!! I barely even had enough for my own meal, but luckily just just enough la. In the end that friend had to pay himself...so siasueh. I checked later that day, my balance was $0.09..nyahahahahha
-____-

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Wow... messy mealtimes

Let me see...
Breakfast - 8am
1 slice of bread
1 piece of pancake
1 cup of kopi

Lunch - 11+pm
Yoghurt + special K cereal

Tea - 4pm
Homemade tuna sandwich

Dinner - 8.30pm
Yoghurt + muesli + special K

Gosh... what's wrong with me? Don't even have time to eat proper meals...not forgetting to mention breakfast yesterday was 1 slice of bread+half a glass of apple juice, lunch was 3biji sushi at 5.30pm, but a more proper dinner la (but just fish+egg, no rice) at 6.30pm...aiyayai! At this rate, i think i'm getting quite accustomed to not having rice for days!

Thursday, May 1, 2008

The (Over) Efficiency of NZ fire brigades

This was what happened sometime ago,(twice!!) in the middle of my deepest sleep. But this time(when the photo was taken), it's for another building nearby. Most of the time that the fire alarms go off, nothing or nothing big actually happened. But, I most definitely can assure you that everytime a sensor goes off, at least 4-5 trucks come charging, no kidding! And they always arrive within abt 10mins. Dun play play! So efficient that you get amused that they always get all worked out for nothing? Lol..so semangat la, i salute you NZ Fire Service!

Fleeing from ground 0

Took a tumble down the stairs in the gym...lol... so mensiasuehkan. I must have missed the final step, and the next thing i know i have landed on my hands n knees..Lala sheng got up, made a quick check to see if there were any eye witness around me(luckily nobody behind me! lol) then limped as fast as I could, with my dented pride and a sore ankle away from ground 0... And that, was my most ineffective gym session ever!! Urgh, disgusted. But I didn't wanna leave just because of my twisted ankle, well obviously i can't jog dy lar.. but still can do some muscle flexing stuff rite... haha. And that's what i did... but still no sweat, not that fun... *Beware:could be the ego talking, just to save itself from more bruises*

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

OZ NZ...nz? oz?

Where do I see myself next year? Nz or aussie? If Nz, out of auckland? or where? Welly? Christchurch? Wa... I dunno...?! One thing I do know... I don't wanna be stuck in one place like forever. I want to be able to travel abit, change working environments.. A job that moves me around abit, that would be fun..heehe. A few consulting companies are really tempting, they have offices in NZ, Aussie, UK n such... even Msia! And it's interesting to note that the first graduate application I sent in last week was an Aussie firm, no office in Nz at all...is it a good idea?

Monday, April 28, 2008

Waa waaa waaaa...when's my turn?

Graduation coming, friends' parents filing thru the customs within these 2 weeks..so niceee... At this point, i cant see my graduation moments yet.. it's been blocked by those damn PROJECT WORK...urgh! Disgusted! Friends back in msian Uni's are also finishing soon... oh man, when's my turn ?! GG~~ I can't wait to get into the working life... i think? Lol...

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Camp : Refocus...

Probably a decision I made without a sense of expectancy on the impactful-ness of retreat camps...Even though I started off wrong, God didn't just let me pass Him by. Smwhr, smhow, very gently, I was prompted to refocus on the main Star - my dearest Friend throughout all times : distress and rejoicing, confusion and chaos, leisure and serenity, sports and meals. =]

"Why don't you focus on Me?"
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I was like 'ooops'. Obviously I had issues swimming around in my head la har. It was such a timely wake-up call. It came like a refreshing spray of morning dew that lifted me from my state of 'drunkenness'-that state of entanglement in my swamp of issues. Such great impact from such few words - that could only have come from my Daddy above

Thursday, April 17, 2008

The balancing act

It just doesn't work. You know, the ideal stance that lets you get the best out of both worlds(or more) doesn't exist. And the person bearing the most damage is your own self. Sad aye. Even sadder when people start judging you when they realised you couldn't really match up to the expectations they have of you in that 'world'. But wait, I was assured differently when I 'entered into that world'. I didn't know I was subject to those 'extra' expectations...aihh,now say so much also no use ...tired la... Can I just slowly and discreetly and peacefully disappear from the act of juggling?

Friday, April 11, 2008

2nd time!?!?!

Argghhh... false alarm.. pagi pagi buta!! Goodness gracious flipping annoying!!!! Mind you..2nd time already... The first was around 3am, yesterday it was 5am+ ZZzzzzz. They need better electrical engineers for the design of the fire detectors/sensors..seriously..lol

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

You blow my mind..anytime

O God, You amaze me. Even when I'm fully aware of what You are capable of, You still amaze me. I wasn't even expecting, asking or needing it, yet it was given. What abundance! Now it got me wondering, why me? There are so many more deserving people out there...

Earlier on I was just telling you, evangelism is so Your problem, not mine. Why am I still doing it? Your problem wor, getting to the people. Why do I have to deal with Your problem?

And later after the session was over, and You knew I didn't handle it as well as I would like to. You heard me saying, it is Your problem after all, not mine. But I still do it, You know, I am doing Your problem, W-H-Y ar? But instantly I know, it's because I want to do it, for You, as simple as that. And I know You are bigger than my mistake, and surely You wont let my dumbness foil Your plans.

So I guess, the reason You pour out that abundance of blessing,when I don't even need it, is simply because You want to do it, for me. I'm awed.

Monday, March 31, 2008

The anecdotes of a weekend...

Fri evening
-Chose netball over ocf. Note that netball is hardly ever played in the evening, but it was in conjunction with peilyn's farewell. Didn't join for the farewell dinner tho, wanted to go over to food alley where the weekly post-ocf was, but went dinner with chow. So funny, we pusing a big round in the city deciding where to eat(quite late and hungry dy) then finally parked the car back at chow's apt, and walked to la porchetta. Aih, miserable retards...lol. Went for pearl tea afterwards, with min, made 3 fools out of ourselves with jenga.

Sat
-Gospel sharing role-playing session. It turned out to be such an enlightening and beneficial event, so thankful i didn't miss it. "Two messages of the cross: How big God's love is, How bad our sins are." Amazing.
-Nave's 21st party, last minute attendance, coz of time and transport consideration. So last min, i went empty handed. Felt so so bad, and the food was so good, it didnt make me feel any better. On top of that, i had to miss another friend's bday dinner coz of some misassumptions.

Sun
-Dramatic event of a girl who tried to jump off a building, which is opposite my apartment. The police cordon off my whole street. People and cars were prevented from stepping foot/wheel inside Eden Crescent, coz apparently that girl gets agitated when cars or ppl pass by. Luckily I was planning to go grocery shopping anyway. Well, as predicted (sorry la, i sound cold blooded), there wasn't any bloody mess to clean up. The end.

Friday, March 28, 2008

Report done!!

Nyahahahah.... finally! Some accomplishment that's worth announcing, lol, coz i've been at it for about 1 week. But what other things have i done ler? Nth wor...notes nt read, labs nt prepared, design project nt started -___-

But i'm quite curious, what do most ppl see me as? Cant be taken seriously? Always thinking/talking nonsense? A joker? Funny? Weird? I don't behave like what a 23 yr old should be? Some of you would notice that I will be especially quiet in a group of ppl. That's because I dunno what to contribute to the conversations, some of them are not exactly my topic of interest, and I really dunno what to say. So instead of acting like an enthusiatic dog, looking from person to person with mah wagging tail, i keep quiet lor.. Fair enough? Lol...

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Heh.. another bday?

Happy 21st Eugene Cheng! I really hate to admit it, but you really are a nice dude: no temper [coz u're not bothered to argue], generous [coz u're some rich man's son], so obliging [ coz u have no firmer grounds/principles], easy-going [coz it's so much easier to go with the majority]. Lol...the reasonings in brackets are to make sure you don't get too conceited.

I'm just thinking about another friend's 21st party where his mum prepared and cook all the food for about 100 ppl. Goodness, so much work n sweat involved you can save on salt itself. Heehe..Then it got me to the next train of thoughts, what if i am to hold a 21st party myself? Would my parents agree to cook? Urhhh, i think my dad would do it gua, my mum ah, dun think she can handle cooking a feast. Then maybe mum will help if dad cooks. Cny dinner also my dad's the kitchen guy, and mum "assembles leg hand" [in hokkien]. Thoughts are just thoughts la har, dun think most of you ppl will ever get to enjoy fried homemade noodles, fried rice, fried yongtaufu, stewed pork, mix vegie, curry, muruku, towsuan.... Keep dreaming ah xian, and your design report will never get done...

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Happy bday Molly!

I didnt plan on writing this entry, but since i 'drifted' my way here, i shall dedicate the title to a friend, Happy March 25 Molly Yap! heehe, darn, it suddenly made me miss those days back in bp when i used to cycle arnd town, just random cycling, random stopping by friends' houses and have a chat. Haha, they couldn't run away, coz they were cornered at their own houses, lol. Ya, and the bday gal used to be one of the regular victims, together with SauFen,Weedy,ShinYen, Vivien and a few others(don't dare to put more names in case my memory served me wrong, hah!) Oh, i miss my freedom of roaming around. And i miss going to hutan lipur: climbing the steps, passing thru the darker parts of the forest. I would be messing up my own brains with imaginations of tigers and ferocious huge-as monkeys chasing me and sometimes a couple of wandering ghoully souls. Ahah! Obviously those were self conjured, but mind you, there really are some fierce monkeys lording over parts of the reserved forest. And also, i miss my ice kacang after jogs in Tasik-Y. "Pakcik, tak nak kacang ngan ais krim ye, heehe, [with my broadest grin]" Ya, those 2 things made up most of my free time. Macam itulah....I don't go swimming, coz there wasn't much facilities, and that's why i will drown if you throw me into the pool. I don't play the piano, coz I was given the choice of learning or not learning, and i instinctively chose the latter coz I think I knew even at that age, i couldn't sit still for long (except for sleeping and watching drama series, keke). There you have it, some glimpses into the memory of an interesting childhood life.

Monday, March 24, 2008

Bye bye wong kah mun

I'm not too worried about not seeing you again, coz i know you'll be back. You are a fighter, and u certainly are capable of fighting your way back..haha. Btw, I'm not as wise as you think la har, but thanks for giving me a chance to have a shot at it. Lol, maybe myself too were being 'wisen' at the same time by words that came from a more powerful and reliable Source. Hope you'll take delight in the egg, heehe, and if you get too bored while you're back, mayb can try playing sudoku u tink u tink? Heehehehehhe....

Sunday, March 23, 2008

A Lazy (Easter) Sunday Afternoon

It's something you hear quite frequently on nz radio stations on sundays... it's another lazy sunday afternoon. Not that i listen to the radio alot la, it's just something that caught my attention and i happened to remember it. So ya, sitting here at the little workspace on the floor of my room, i look longingly at the glorious sunshine out there. But here i am, stuck on my butt, trying to finish up my report. Ergghh... So much for a message of hope from the easter service this morning, haha, Jesus ah Jesus, I will be so much more happier if You didn't just die to take away my sins, but also to take away my reports+assignments+projects+tests+exams so that i can be free of them all.. ahh, what a perfect world it will be then. LOL! So wrong so wrong, heehe, You know i am joking Jesus dear....

Monday, March 3, 2008

Time flies... literally

3 days ago i was still in msia.. jit zhun dee pang auck liao.. aih. Still in the mode of grieving over my lost bagua at the customs, 1st day of uni came and gone... Aih, the only regret that i didn't do when i was back home was sharing my faith with my parents. Why is it still that hard despite my experiences? Not that i'm very seasoned la...aih, God oh God, please allow me more time ya..

Oh, i've got another revelation.. Sat with a guy on the plane who had so many demands. So many things he requested for, extra peanuts la, red wine and white wine together, rum (or some sort of alcohol la), ice, extra milk for his coffee(yes, he drank white wine, red wine, and coffee, goodness me). I think the entire flight crew knew him before the first meal ended. I was then thinking 'yalar, i know u paid for your flight tix, but uh, should have some sort of limit bah, not paiseh 1 mehh..' . But everytime his request was politely attended to. At that time it struck me that ahh..how all of us are like that fella actually. How the imperfect, narrow-minded and selfish us constantly need grace in our everyday doings and thinkings. Altho we don't ask it outright and we are in no rightly-deserved position to ask for it either, God is constantly doling out grace to all His children. And guess what, i had just started on the book i just bought... What's So Amazing About Grace. So what say you?

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Ooops.. so fast 3?!

Happy CNY!! paiseh, so fast jump to 3 dy, dint even realise.. Meant to countdown day by day wan..but got so busy finishing up my work. Quite the stressed i would admit, aih, 早知如此,何必当初...can only blame myself for the slow and slacking start...aihhhh... nvm, finishing finishing, getting there, push on!! Oh, before that, i sempat to go for another 1-off job, as a party helper. It was a very belated christmas dinner by a family in Mt Eden (2 stages away). Quite fun la, if you don't count in the hassle of taking the bus there, the mozzie bites, the not-being-able-to-eat-despite-helping-at-a-food-function (pure gluttony la har..lol). But it was good, coz we were paid cash.. hush hush, not supposed to be telling the whole world if im evading tax..

Monday, February 4, 2008

Nine days... Every second passed is a second closer to msian grounds! Lol...

Was fiddling with the electric analysis component of Jmag...had doubts that it would work, coz even from the start page of a new design, the electric analysis wasn't readily available. I carried on anyway, but later on it was confirmed by one lecturer who is the expert in Jmag simulation. The dept doesn't have the licence to run the solver for electric field analysis. Quite relieved actually, coz I've got less work to do... *evil smirk* nyeknyeknyek... yes, i'm this lazy!

Hmm.. but then i'll have less things to put on my slides for presentation.. Owh, but the dept's already given us the final payment, who cares about the presentation? I can leave right away... yarr, and leave a very rotten image and a failing grade for my final year project. Lol.. wishful thinking.. keep dreaming la ah xian...

10

Sepuluh hari lagi... also 10 days for me to work... no, less..7 prob? aiks..

Thursday, January 31, 2008

踩着吧,用力踩!

C'mon... 1 week+ more... "put your act together". Step on it.. ah xian arh ah xian...dun be lazy nemore..finish up with your work+reports+presentation... then food+shopping all the way dy..lol

Saturday, January 26, 2008

My first luv....

Good game good game.. haven't played like this for a while. Oosh! Finally had a chance to experience for myself sumsum's badmtn skills. Power power, i like! Actually was supposed to go netball this morning. All ready to step out, take my bike and go windmill ave dy, then sum's txt came.. "Still keen to play badmtn?". Well, i've booked the court earlier, but she said most prob won't be able to make it, coz work will hold her up. So busy la doc doc sekalian..So ya, needless to say, i chose badmtn over netball...

Badmtn's my first luv... I still rmmber the lessons i had back in primary school days. The ones where i pay rm7 per session, once a week. The stout indian coach would pick us up and drive us to the courts. I so hated the warming up sessions... have to run, stretch, sit ups... urgghh. The training was quite arduous. Lobs that make you feel your neck and back are gonna break anytime soon, coz the shuttles always drops vertically above your head; cross-court runs that just suck all oxygen out of you lungs and red blood cells..lol... and all the stuff... BUT, I'm so glad now that i had all those lessons... equipped me with the basics of badmtn, which i now enjoy playing so much.heeeheheh...Having said all these, other games like squash netball volleyball basketball pingpong..hampalang i like! =P

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Argumental debate... debatable argument?

Do i like to argue? Seriously.. I don't know. Sometimes, you just feel like you're up for certain things... the feeling comes and goes. So, giving in to that argumental mode releases hormones and gives you the kick! LOL..this crazy gal u must be thinking... neways, point made..byebye!

Lazy lazy...just so lazy

Work is taking up my time..finally. Lol..regardless, laziness still lingers. Havent been gyming or jogging or playin nufink! Cook proper meal also lazy.. Aih, quite the hopeless... Neways, 2 weeks+ more and i'm heading home!! 13feb...exactly 1 week short of 2 years since my feet last touch msian grounds. And this my plea to all my beloved frens...pls pls make time to meet me? I don't know when's the next time me going back..so before you forget me, how I look like, how we even know each other...can la har, go out and lateh together gether ay.. =P

Sunday, January 6, 2008

MIA

haha, been missing in action for quite a while... well, at least from this blog. Hmmm, who am I addressing here anyway, since this blog is kinda private. You, my friends who should know about this blog, don't come here right..hahah, sounds like a loony talking to myself.

Have had quite an unforgettable new year experience. Not those romantic kind, but like those 'gempak' kind..don't quite know how to explain it.It is heart-breaking to see how far mankind has fallen short of the glory of God, yet it's so amazing to know how deep down God is willing to stretch forth His hands to those who cared to even look to Him for just a split second. Indeed, it is something to ponder on...